Imagine after Kai passed away you watched the tapes you filmed of him to take the pain away from missing him

−I love you so much💜 I still can't believe you're actually gone but I'll always remember you

Died so many times I've lost count 😢

I loved him so much and I miss him.

I hope one day that this can happen to me.😓💖 I may or may not have cried while making this. I miss Hayes more than anything.+

i came here to say that ill miss you all :) i cherish you who have supported me and inspired me to edit, thank you really

– Kai Parker 🔥 / I can't stop making edits of Kai omg

"Our lives were so happy and full of color, then the sadness hit and the color faded, but all the color left my life when he died..."

..:.:The grief of losing someone you love:.:..

"He was such a happy guy you know? His videos started to have hints of sadness. I just never thought it would end like this"

Kai Parker 💀 - Aka love of my life 😍