I’m torn apart inside; I feel disgusted and simply can’t believe this. I think I’m going to vomit.

Going away now. If anyone needs me VM me.

I might be back.

And this edit has me shook too. Fuck I'm so gay for her

It's a horrible deep seeded feeling and it just needs to not be a feeling.

I'm tired of being disappointed in people. I also don't need to be too surprised. Ignorance is running rapid in her home.

Okay going to take a shower and hopefully feel better. Maybe I'll stop feeling like shit

I feel sick as all hell. Help

I suck.

It's wrong and disgusting. I'm willing to bet if said person did kill themselves you'd feel pretty shitty

Hated/Loved/Fooled/Played/Adored...all at once. Exhausting. That's life....good thing I made my own rules.