I don't want to become my father... I don't want my kids to hate me. I want him gone.. I can't take this.

~💕 your too mean, i don't like you, fuck you anyway,you make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs, it hurts but i won't fight you. 💞~

not lieing but I was just happy for 1 hour...its all because of my dad he said that I was useless and nobody cares

Worthless, suicide bitch, no body, all things were said. Im done.

"the world's been trying to turn me into a monster for as long as I can remember." —my baby deserved so much better

I have the urge to cry but I can't any longer. Our world is fucked. My life is fucked. My mind is fucked.

My dad said that i will never see them, talk to them, they will never love me, i want be able to meet them...

Missing the kids is the hardest part....

I always feel alone... ❤I ️Love all of you. Stay strong❤️

I'm going offline for a bit.. I have too much stress with my family alone and I ruin a lot of shit in my live.. I'm breaking down..

I am not ok right now omg I am just thinking of the worst like what if he comes in the house and kills us. I should stop thinking about it.