just wish that i could be okay..😪

"learn how to swim."

I feel like crap tonight again😫

i’m such a slut for him lol. i don’t think he’s ever gonna love me like he used to.

im confused, lost, with way too much on my mind.

because maybe you're gonna be he one who saves me....

you just wouldn't understand.

it's my birthday on Friday. But I don't wish to b 17, I wish to b dead. I'll b back in a few days. Need time to myself. Stay safe -chrissie

At least I'm trying✌️️

it gets worse at night .... -Chrissie