And yet I still always find a way to fuck things up I might be in the hospital again

✖️He never dose think if I'm gonna cut myself again or maybe even commit suicide✖️Why do I have such a screwed up life :/✖️

Me: I'm finally happy ~ Life: lol wait a sec

I thought today was somewhat gonna be a good day....

Why is it that I've had these moments.

ha "disappointed"

it's crazy to think that last year i was a self harming/suicidal mess and now it's almost the new year and i couldn't be happier with life.

I'm so fucking sorry.

I don't feel like trying anymore

Not feeling up to edit right now