And that it's hard to do anything about it. And you that just drives my anxiety through the roof. Yeah my dad made the family go to that

Fuck everything oh my god. The crippling anxiety...it's so stupid as well.

Great, I have crippling anxiety to the point where I'm about to fucking cry. I hate fucking everything right now.

So my parents are going to a party and I'm not going. They are going to make fun of me for not talking so why bother you know

Sorry for all the revines I have been very overwhelmed this week with all kinds of doctors appointment for my asthma so yeah :T

With my brothers and sisters and and ad the nieces and nephews and it doubles my anxiety and other things

I know it seems like I'm always sad but this is what anxiety is. I've ignored it for a while and now it's boiling over. (More in comments)

AND I DON'T FEEL RIGHT D:

It's cool but like stuff like this scares me. But then again I can't stop watching it. Help

I have made a family here and now there are taking it away. I'm trying so hard not to cry

Yeah, I have no idea