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#DiaryOfRilen 7.) Go outside and do something that makes you smile. For me that's acting like a fool by myself at the park. 🌿

#DiaryOfRilen 8.) Even if I'm secondary, I have to remind myself people care about me. Some times that's enough.

#DiaryOfRilen 13.) I didn't know how I'd breathe without you, and I still haven't figured it out yet honestly.

#DiaryOfRilen 12.) I'm making this harder than it needs to be.

#DiaryOfRilen 11.) everything reminds me of our time and missing you seems to come in waves

#DiaryOfRilen 6.) i•n•v•a•l•i•d

#DiaryOfRilen 5.) Pretend, Malfunction, Numb, Repeat.

#DiaryOfRilen 4.) I need time to heal and move on.

#DiaryOfRilen 2.) You. Aren't. Her.

#DiaryOfRilen 1) This is a new chapter of my life. Discovering myself and trying to fix me. And you'll all be with me along the way.

#DiaryOfRilen 14.) Do not burn down tomorrow with your vices stitching together the seams of today: a note to myself

#DiaryOfRilen 10.) I feel torn in the wrong directions. This should be easier.

#DiaryOfRilen 9.) It feels like I'm playing a waiting game. Good things to come, just not yet.