So, I'm going to see my friend Trin tomorrow. I have the worst anxiety about it.

Fuck everything oh my god. The crippling anxiety...it's so stupid as well.

Great, I have crippling anxiety to the point where I'm about to fucking cry. I hate fucking everything right now.

a$$

I'm not sure if I'm happy or worried about how that was just under a year ago...it didn't stop.

I know it seems like I'm always sad but this is what anxiety is. I've ignored it for a while and now it's boiling over. (More in comments)

and i don't even know if they're going ? my anxiety is bad and i'm like,,, pls hang out w me there fricK

This is why i dont have many friends in real life. I hate anxiety.

And my anxiety stops me from talking to them as much as i would like too.

I'm upset cuz I'm might not be able to get on at all tomorrow. I'm might actually cry. I'm sorry.

And that it's hard to do anything about it. And you that just drives my anxiety through the roof. Yeah my dad made the family go to that